ah the pain

it hurts when i dont see comments wtf peeps

continued

last night i didnt have time to post but here it comez tonite. High school is going good so far, ive met some of my old friends and we be chillun now, they were like all meh buddies in wyoming except not as close. There are so many downsides to leaving wyoming, ill start with the least important and move up ze line to the most important. Leasly I left hogadon and snow, there are no hills to ski on if it happened to snow down here, a hill popping up here is just as likely as snow showing up tomorrow morning or ever. I left PAyton sushee colleen summer pardee coly alex nic and probably some more bestehs i left out… sarah rachel etc.

And damn close to most importantly is E.B. (u know who u are) sorry for any discord/confusion it was my fault and i should have made time to call you. I found out from someone that u really liked me and I can not be ashamed or embarassed when i say that I love you, i was a shitty boyfriend to you and i regret that. I want things to be perfect between us. I wish we werent across the country from each other. You were the one that pulled me through the constant heartache accompanying my dads cancer and I have no idea where i would be without meeting you. I honestly think about you everyday, and I will never forget you.

Back I Guess

I don’t even know how long this will last but I guess I’m back to being a lil blogger again . Shit has really happened since May 1st when I got pissed at the world for some reason. Start from the beginning: My dad was fighting cancer I guess you people knew that, it kept going on, chemotherapy, hospital visits up the ass, and pneumonia, he got tired I guess and finally gave up, he kept getting sicker and there was really no more they could do for him. He went home (up- there) on September 20th, and thats when hell kind-of started and ended for me. He had a will and he had me going to live with his good friends. So here I am in Odessa Texas, I’ve been here for a little over a week and It’s ok here. I am depressed when I think of all my little white buddies up der in wyoming, and sushee . My life honestly sucks beyond an imaginable limit, thats how I feel right now I have a 3-ply iron mask for it though (heh heh heh) I got into Myspace a little so lewk me up if u dont already have me on ur friends. Hell look me up if im already on ur friends, it may kill some of your wyoming time. I steel like Korn, and I use music to kill my killer pissed ofedness(<- is that a word??) Back to my hell at hand, behind me now I guess I had to pack up all of my dads stuff load it into a big horse trailer and transport it to texas; I had help, I haven’t assumed my superman position yet (still in training) superteen sounds gay so ill wait a few more years I got it down here with “help” and it’s taken care of, we put it in a storage building. Hopefully I can make some new friends and get so high that the next three years of school just fly past…. kiddeng i dont get…. high (that sounds gay too) The rest in a later post cuz i wanna go to bed